sometimes no matter how much you didn't want to, you fall for someone anyways.
it could be because they take up all of your time. and you let them.
you should never let anyone do anything that is harmful to you.
letting someone take up your time, is harmful.
but what are you supposed to do when you have nothing left.
say ::::: "hey! so i'm really into you, but i'm not good at relationships, or giving emotionally, and i don't know how to deal with anything serious, but when i'm around you i don't want to be anywhere else, and i don't even think about it. "
well i decided that honesty is the best policy, and said exactly what is in the " " .
it also doesn't help that he is the most attractive person i've ever seen.
i've known him for a while. and we've always kind of just danced, around, each other.
but i was in a very long relationship that i feel like i just got over, and i can't do that again.
be in a relationship i mean. so what do i do now? i have no idea.
and he's way taller than me. by way i mean my nose barely comes to his chest... but he said it's okay because i'm a girl, and girls are supposed to be little.
everything is exactly right. but the time.
i'm at the beach, IOP, in the best beach house ever. because my dad is awesome.
so what i propose to myself, is to forget about this whole situation completely, and have a great time.
and it's front beach, and who cares about anything when you wake up to an ocean.
nevermind this. it can't work out right now. so i'm just going to do whatever i want.